Getting out of my current hole

Ok. I know the first thing to do is stop digging. I think I've managed that. At the very least, I'm down to using a trowel rather than a bulldozer. This is good.
( Here be demons -- of the psychological variety. )

So. I'm open to suggestions. I see me in Vancouver leading a happy productive life. How I get there is fuzzy. Hell the life is fuzzy -- it seems to involve living over a bookstore and having potted plants on my balcony, though.

Getting my Ph.D. may be involved in this quest. I know I've been wanting to go back to Academia as a student. Why I don't know, because I was never the most successful student. Part of me still longs for more creative pursuits, too.

I have my copy of Wishcraft, and I'll take it with me to Britain and do the exercises. I'll start The Feeling Good Handbook again.

Whether it's in Vancouver or somewhere else in the North, I know that I will live in a place with a sizeable dining room. *G*