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John F. Kennedy made a momentous decision on his 44th birthday (May 29, 1961). This is the day that several memoirs confirm that he made the final decision to send 300 advisors to South Viet Nam, officially beginning the undeclared Vietnam War.

There were reasons. NSC 68 had established "The Domino Theory" to contain Communism as official U.S. Policy. Now, two presidents later, there was a Communist threat from Ho Chi Minh. Eisenhower had warned against this type of involvement and had warned against involvement in Viet Nam specifically.

Moreover, Ho Chi Minh knew US tactics inside out. We'd trained him in his fight against the French in the early 1950s Indochina War.

Kennedy's decision was implemented immediately. Within two weeks of that decision a group of men were being taught Vietnamese at the Army Language School in Monterey; four weeks afterwards, they were on their way to train South Vietnamese troops (and in some cases lead them in battle).

My father was one of these advisors. He got the call with new orders as we were coming into the house on June 1. Ten days later we were at Monterey. My mother had packed a house and looked after a newborn at the same time. As a former stewardess, she was thrilled to be riding in her first jet for the trip between Seattle and San Francisco.

Mid-May of the following year, my father was rotated home in order to become an area specialist on South and Southeast Asia. His biggest memory of getting off the planes was seeing his eleven month old daughter raising walking up the tarmac to the plane, raising her arms to the men in uniform and asking for her Daddy.

He was there for my first birthday, but Viet Nam meant that he never saw my first step or heard my first words. Ironically, when my sister was ten months old, we were evacuated from Viet Nam. While he had the first ten months with Sis, he also missed her first words and first steps. There's very little about his military career that makes him bitter, but missing these moments with both daughters is one of them.

I have a lot to honor both my parents for. Mom went through ten months of my first year alone. Her parents were near by, but their help was minimal. Other than clothes, I've been told. For my first year nearly every piece of clothing I owned was sewn by Grandma.

Mom read the newspaper out loud so I wouldn't be bored. She nursed in an era when it was frowned upon. (My father's stepmother actually asked her, "How can you do something so unnatural?") I can't imagine how trapped she must have felt by my constant presence.

Today, I'm 44.

Date: 2005-05-30 01:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhiannonhero.livejournal.com
Fabi, I hope that you are having a better day. It is sad to see that your mood is melancholy on your birthday. I wish you joy. I wish you so much joy.

Date: 2005-05-30 02:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jdulac.livejournal.com
Wishing you well... birthdays usually cause me melancholy relections, too. But you are resilient, and I wish you a brighter future.

Date: 2005-05-30 04:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pamelina.livejournal.com
Since it's pretty clear wishing you a standard happy birthday is silly under the circumstances, I'll just wish your birthday brings you more insights and wisdom like you're displaying above.

Date: 2005-05-30 04:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] moria923.livejournal.com
I, too, am sorry to hear you were melancholy on your birthday.

Your dad's stepmother thought nursing was unnatural? How did she think the species made it until bottles and formula were invented?

I love and miss you.

Date: 2005-05-30 10:14 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] aizjanika.livejournal.com
Today, I'm 44.

Happy birthday. (It's all I've got.) I'm 44, too, but not today (or...yesterday?).

I can't imagine how trapped she must have felt by my constant presence.

I never felt trapped by my children's constant presence. One of the reasons we homeschooled was because I enjoyed the presence of my children... I don't know you or your mom, but I just wanted to point out that not everyone feels "trapped" by having a family, and maybe she didn't either (unless she's said so, in which case...never mind *g*). Even when my husband was away, I never felt trapped. I felt empowered, really. I hope that your mom did, too.

Being a military family can certainly be a challenge for all family members, though.

Date: 2005-05-31 12:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] breeamal.livejournal.com
Two tears in a bucket...

Happy Birthday

Date: 2005-05-31 10:55 pm (UTC)
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He got the call with new orders as we were coming into the house on June 1.

We? He got the call as his first born child -- you -- was crossing the threshhold for the first time?

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